December 13, 2009, 10:12 PM :
things are no longer what it used to be, things will be something that has never been, i will be waiting =)


Hello everyone!
One more week one more week before our 2 weeks holiday finally come! It has been so long since i had holidays..... However a sad fact that projects and work will still be clinging onto me for the 2 weeks of valuable holidays...

Yet yet, life is still so good.
God is always fair.
There will always be a balance between good and bad things,
a balance between happy and sad moments,
a balance between love and being loved,
a balance between past and present,
a balance between life and experiences
a balance between boredom and surprises,
a balance between stress and relaxation,
and lastly, a balance between sourness, sweetness, bitterness and hotness of life.

Do you realise that? Recall the moments of your life =)

Life is still so good for me! because i know i have all of the above =)
Alright, enough about these, i would like to mentioned stress again from projects which are piling up so much. But glad that at least after this week, 3 project will be down.


Now i am still busy writing for my script and preparing myself for tomorrow's business law presentation. I hope everything will go smoothly, god bless*


Many unexpected things are happening to me recently. I would say, most of them are surprises that never did will i expect =) I hope this surprises will continue to turn into more happy moments in future*



p/s: I know and i can trust*



December 6, 2009, 1:46 AM :
Experienced sharp pain from abdominal and feeling giddy, broke into cold sweat.


Hello cupcakes!!

It seems like i have been MIA(missing-in-action) for quite some time.

Life have been extremely busy nowadays with all the projects piling up and tests.

Thankfully, gone were the days of mugging for my tests.

Three simple words to describe those mugging days,"HECTIC, STRESSED AND SHAG"

Had a hectic schedule due to the last minute revision. The craziest was for my financial service as some of you might have seen my twitter that at 4.30 am i was still up to mug for it!! Endless memorizing work man, killing my brain cells.

I am definitely super stressed due to the huge massive amount of text i need to comprehend and understand plus memorizing. Tell me honestly, who wouldn't be stressed?

Of course, undoubtedly, with the above 2 things that i have mentioned would result in me looking SHAG due to insufficient amount of sleep. It kills too cause i will getting dark eye circles and i am looked super tired-looking.

So now you guys get a rough picture with the things that i am preoccupied with right?

That explains why i have neglected my blog for a short period of time.


Anyway, wasn't feeling really well just now after dinner. I experienced a sharp pain from my stomach and headed home.

On the journey back home, i started experiencing dizzy spells and decided to rest on the side of a curb. I guessed i would have probably fainted if i did not rest although i have never experienced before fainting.

At this moment, i started to break into cold sweat. Each time a tinge of sweat trickle down my cheek, i could feel the cold tingling sensation. I felt like i was dying soon and this feeling just sucks to high heaven. A feeling that i dread the most..

After resting for some time, i felt better. I began to garner all my strength to walk home with the remaining energy that i have left. When reaching my house's carpark and i was about to board the lift, the same old feeling came to haunt me once again.

I tried my best to reach my home as fast as possible, if i were to delay a bit more i cannot really imagine the consequences.

Once i reached home, i felt worst as below my house block.. there was a funeral and there were the taoist priests chanting prayers and blasting the chinese instruments loudly.. I felt even worse..

Immediately headed to the toilet clenching both of my hands to my face and breaking into cold sweat at the same time.

Thankfully, i felt better and i hope i will not experience such a thing again.


Sometimes, i feel that people tend to neglect the importance of staying alive as you might never know.. the next moment you will be gone forever and it is a road of no return..

Most of the time, including myself, would take things for granted. We would not ponder on how fortunate we are to be living in this world right now and being able to breathe normally while some people from other parts of the world are dying due to famine, flooding and other natural disaster.


Some people are lying on their deathbed in the hospital desperately trying to breathe to stay alive, hoping and praying that there were given a chance to live normally again.
Must we, humans, always take things for granted until something have happened and we started regretting it and realized that it was actually too late?

Why can't we just live our lives to the fullest?? Some people are born with defects but they can still living their life fruitfully, cherishing every moment they have in this world. Honestly, i have always admired them for they lived their lives to the fullest with no regret. They live their lives today as if there isn't any tomorrow.

Whereas for most of us, we would only pin-point on the flaws of others or yourself and how much you wish to be smarter/richer/better looking/lose weight/get a good job/have a handsome boyfriend/have a hot girlfriend? Why can't we be contented with what we have?


Why can't there be more humanity in this world?

Why can't there be more love in this world?

Reach your helping hands to people in need instead of gloating on others.



DISCLAIMER: This post is just a reflection of my thoughts, i am not nursing any grudges with anyone as i have grown to learn that having hatred wouldn't do any good. Treat your foes as your friends for we only have 1 life, make it worthwhile.

XoXo,
Deziree

P/S: I <3 UOB.





November 17, 2009, 8:57 PM :
Love makes me strong, mugging for my tests.


Done with my ICT quiz on monday, 2 more tests to go for this week.


My ICT quiz was slightly head-wired and screwed. *Sighs*


Just need to mug harder for the next quiz i guess.


Need to work on my ICT tools(scenario manager and solver) which i know nuts about.


Tomorrow will be having my business finance test, mugging for it right now(which doesn't really make any sense as i am blogging now instead of mugging..) *slaps on my forehead*


I should have just go ahead with the idea of overseas exchange programme and study for 4 months then i would be able to slack now and enjoy my overseas holiday later on without affecting my grades. *JOKING*

Alright, enough of craps. Back to study. I am updating my blog to show that i am not neglecting my blog.

This blog is just an update of things that happened to me recently, no personal feelings will be blogged due to certain reasons. If only blogger allows entries to be locked.. :DD

All i can say is.. Life is good and i am contented with what i have right now.

P/S: Love makes me strong by The Body Shop.








November 15, 2009, 11:50 PM :
HAVING SO MANY UPCOMING TESTS!!


I'm finallyyyyy backkk to revive my blog.


Updated with two posts, checked the other one out just right below this post.


Have been so busy nowadays! I am having 3 tests next week, 2 tests the week after next and somemore tests the next few weeks.


Will be having my first test tomorrow, ICT Quiz 2.


Aarrggghhh..so many tests..so little time...


I miss my attachment days so much! They are so much better than what i am experiencing now.


To make things worse, my phone's down button just died on me and i will need to send it for servicing for the third time alone this year!


I really dislike going down to service my phone..you guys don't know how incorrigible those service staff can get..


They are really rude and loathesome when it comes to serving customers.


Sony Ericsson phones have been axed off from my list of phones that i will be getting in future. **FOR SURE**


Anyway on a brighter note, i went to rebond my hair already. [:


Quite pleased with the rebonding although it seemed quite flat at least it is much better than my previous hairdo.


Did not go to Kimage and rebond unlike previous years as i wanted to try other places and i don't really like the idea of my hairstylist asking a junior stylist to rebond for me when i am paying the price for a leading stylist.


Will be posting up some pictures i took yesterday while dining at Mos Burger.


Sorry for the harsh lighting as i was using another phone, no editing was done due to the harsh lighting. No make up on face except for concealer on eyes. I looked super white... How i wish i can be this white in real life.. *JOKING*


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And last but not the least, my favourite picture.


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P/S: i am getting so used to how things are right now, hope it will last. Everything is great. **** ****!~ <3
P/S: hope my face will recover asap! Saving up money to get ukimono! heeheee!



11:32 PM :
ONG SHI NING 04/01/1991-28/10/2004


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This post is dedicated to my best friend, Shi ning. (04/01/1991-28/10/2004)


5 years have gone by like a breeze, memories of you still remain in my mind vividly.


Nothing have changed except the presence of time. Indeed, time waits for no man.


Some may have forgotten you my best friend, but i have not for sure.


It's kind of saddening and heart-aching to be seeing lesser and lesser people visiting you each year..

Cause i know you would wish to see your friends and loved ones and how are they doing now.

Sadly, this year only Wenn and i managed to make it to visit her.


I will forever cherish all those memories i had with you.

I really miss you, i really do.

P/S: for those who did not visit her this year , i hope you will be able to visit her next year.




Yours Truly

Yours Truly goes by the name of Deziree

18 years old and full of vitality

Also known as Yan-er

An out-going jovial girl who is always crazy

Standing at 1.68m away from the ground.

Proud to be a left-handed

Non-clubber, Non-drinker & Non-smoker

Cherish all her girlfriends and friends

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